Um de nós que fuja

Last self portrait from 2018

Let go

“Do everything with a mind that lets go. Don’t accept praise or gain or anything else. If you let go a little you a will have a little peace; if you let go a lot you will have a lot of peace; if you let go completely you will have complete peace. ”

Self portrait, December in Azores

Can't hear you anymore

I've turned your music off, forever.

Self portraits, December in Azores

You never gonna change me

I was already changin'

Photography: @joanameneses.photos

Model: Lea Siebrecht

Loser

I'm a loser yes it's true
Feels like I am losing since I met you
Through the good times and the bad
Feels like I'm losing all I ever had

Check it out
Back in the days there was ways
I was moving on guns all ablaze
Dwelling on the past like I do
Still can't forgive all the abuse
That ain't the way to rise from the crib
Still running hard from this shit
Why you want to push my buttons
Making sure that I feel nothing

Do you really think you need to remind me
Every time every single second that I'm alive
Just to make yourself feel better I don't think so
I just want to do it all right
Find me a better place in this life
We bring out the worst in each other
That ain't a way to love one another

I just want to be okay
There ain't nothing wrong with that
I'm losing my life away
Losing myself and I want it back

I'm a loser yes it's true
Feels like I am losing since I met you
Through the good times and the bad
Feels like I'm losing all I ever had

Do you remember when we used to be 
So in love for eternity
All the promises that we made
All our friends said we had it made
Yeah there were times we were up 
Times we were down, world spinning around
Everybody goes through a brawl
But me and you we crash through it all

We were both lions in a cage
We were both livin' through the rage
We were still afraid
And we both had everything but didn't have it made
I'm really feeling bad that 
We both gonna have to say goodbye now
But it is is what it is baby and 
I'm going to have to take a time out

I just want to be okay
There ain't nothing wrong with that
I'm losing my life away
Losing myself and I want it back

I'm a loser yes it's true
Feels like I am losing since I met you
Through the good times and the bad
Feels like I'm losing all I ever had

I just want to be okay
There ain't nothing wrong with that
(Good-bye)
I'm losing my life away
Losing myself and I want it back

I just want to be okay
There ain't nothing wrong with that
(Good-bye)
I'm losing my life away
Losing myself and I want it back

I'm a loser yes it's true
Feels like I am losing since I met you

Photography: @joanameneses.photos

Model: Maria do Mar
Lyrics: Limp Bizkit 

"From the seed to the fruit everything is life in movement."

Photography: @joanameneses.photos

Model: Lea Siebrecht

You are gone now

I keep on seeing you in my dreams. And you keep chasing me on them.
But it's over now.

Photography: @joanameneses.photos

Model: Lea Siebrecht

Photography by: Egija Viktorija Marija Uzare

"Os passos, os sonhos, os braços e abraços

Bocas e beijos

As vidas, os planos, as voltas e os laços

Peles e cheiros"

Photography: @joanameneses.photos

Model: Lea Siebrecht

"conversa no pós serão amarrados à sedução a ver promessas ingénuas, mas tão gémeas na intenção"