segunda-feira, dezembro 31, 2018

Um de nós que fuja


Last self portrait from 2018

quarta-feira, dezembro 26, 2018

Let go

“Do everything with a mind that lets go. Don’t accept praise or gain or anything else. If you let go a little you a will have a little peace; if you let go a lot you will have a lot of peace; if you let go completely you will have complete peace. ”

Self portrait, December in Azores

sábado, dezembro 22, 2018

Can't hear you anymore




I've turned your music off, forever.

Self portraits, December in Azores

quinta-feira, dezembro 20, 2018



You never gonna change me
I was already changin'


Photography: @joanameneses.photos

Model: Lea Siebrecht

quarta-feira, dezembro 19, 2018

Loser


I'm a loser yes it's true
Feels like I am losing since I met you
Through the good times and the bad
Feels like I'm losing all I ever had
Check it out
Back in the days there was ways
I was moving on guns all ablaze
Dwelling on the past like I do
Still can't forgive all the abuse
That ain't the way to rise from the crib
Still running hard from this shit
Why you want to push my buttons
Making sure that I feel nothing
Do you really think you need to remind me
Every time every single second that I'm alive
Just to make yourself feel better I don't think so
I just want to do it all right
Find me a better place in this life
We bring out the worst in each other
That ain't a way to love one another
I just want to be okay
There ain't nothing wrong with that
I'm losing my life away
Losing myself and I want it back
I'm a loser yes it's true
Feels like I am losing since I met you
Through the good times and the bad
Feels like I'm losing all I ever had
Do you remember when we used to be 
So in love for eternity
All the promises that we made
All our friends said we had it made
Yeah there were times we were up 
Times we were down, world spinning around
Everybody goes through a brawl
But me and you we crash through it all
We were both lions in a cage
We were both livin' through the rage
We were still afraid
And we both had everything but didn't have it made
I'm really feeling bad that 
We both gonna have to say goodbye now
But it is is what it is baby and 
I'm going to have to take a time out
I just want to be okay
There ain't nothing wrong with that
I'm losing my life away
Losing myself and I want it back
I'm a loser yes it's true
Feels like I am losing since I met you
Through the good times and the bad
Feels like I'm losing all I ever had
I just want to be okay
There ain't nothing wrong with that
(Good-bye)
I'm losing my life away
Losing myself and I want it back
I just want to be okay
There ain't nothing wrong with that
(Good-bye)
I'm losing my life away
Losing myself and I want it back
I'm a loser yes it's true
Feels like I am losing since I met you

Photography: @joanameneses.photos
Model: Maria do Mar
Lyrics: 
Limp Bizkit 

terça-feira, dezembro 18, 2018

"From the seed to the fruit everything is life in movement."

Photography: @joanameneses.photos
Model: Lea Siebrecht

You are gone now

I keep on seeing you in my dreams. And you keep chasing me on them.
But it's over now.

Photography: @joanameneses.photos

Model: Lea Siebrecht

segunda-feira, dezembro 10, 2018



Photography by: Egija Viktorija Marija Uzare

"Os passos, os sonhos, os braços e abraços
Bocas e beijos
As vidas, os planos, as voltas e os laços
Peles e cheiros"

Photography: @joanameneses.photos
Model: Lea Siebrecht


quinta-feira, dezembro 06, 2018

"conversa no pós serão amarrados à sedução a ver promessas ingénuas, mas tão gémeas na intenção"

quinta-feira, novembro 29, 2018

"Que amor tão grande tem que ser vivido a todo instante E a cada hora que eu tou longe é um desperdício Eu só tenho 80 anos pela frente Por favor, me dá uma chance de viver"

quarta-feira, novembro 28, 2018

Conselho do Bom Senso

Vou me colocar no meu lugar Vou me recompor pra evitar Aquela fadiga de outra vez Um crime que eu não vou repetir

Self portrait, June 2018 6 am Braga
Lyrics by Tuyo

segunda-feira, novembro 19, 2018

Hold on


I'll show you what I know
You'll give me what I need
Not saying I'm a pro
But you'll come back for me
We go another round
Before we fall asleep
You got me on a cloud nine, baby
Feels almost like a dream
Something 'bout your body

terça-feira, novembro 13, 2018

Slowly getting back to my essence... and, oh! It feels so good.

sábado, novembro 10, 2018


I still have your smell on my hands

"If you don't know how to dance I'll teach you. I teach you to dance this song, just have patience and don't try to understand me always, because I do not always want to be understood. You will not always know how to decipher. I'm not decipherable. I'm going to want to be loved, do you think you can? Are you sure?
      But if it is not to stay, if it is not to love me, if it is not to lie by my side and weave a future of our own, and if it's just for today ... just for today, if not forever ... Turn off the light and close the door."

Photography: @joanameneses.photos
Model: Lea Siebrecht

sexta-feira, novembro 09, 2018

"She looked up to where there should have been stars
She said "I wanna go to mars"
And this, this planet ain't ours"
"Like a roller coaster
Gets me high and low"

Photo by @joanameneses.photos
Model: Gabriela Cunha Viana

quinta-feira, novembro 01, 2018

Sleep... those little slices of death


Photo by @joanameneses.photos
Model: Lea Siebrecht
"Sometimes I tell myself stories of how our worlds will meet someday and I smile."

Photo by @joanameneses.photos
Model: Lea Siebrecht

segunda-feira, outubro 29, 2018

"Maria Elena used to say that only unfulfilled love can be romantic."

sexta-feira, outubro 26, 2018

BLAME IT ON MY WILD HEART


Photo by @Joanameneses.photos, April 2018

Model Barbara Torres

Triste, Louca ou Má


"Triste, louca ou má
será qualificada
ela quem recusar
seguir receita tal

a receita cultural
do marido, da família.
cuida, cuida da rotina

só mesmo rejeita
bem conhecida receita
quem não sem dores
aceita que tudo deve mudar

que um homem não te define
sua casa não te define
sua carne não te define
você é seu próprio lar

ela desatinou
desatou nós
vai viver só

eu não me vejo na palavra
fêmea: alvo de caça
conformada vítima

Prefiro queimar o mapa
traçar de novo a estrada
Ver cores nas cinzas
E a vida reinventar."


Photo by @joanameneses.photos
Model: Lea Siebrecht Lyrics: Francisco, el hombre

quarta-feira, outubro 24, 2018

"Reap for my soul and cleanse my spirit
Pray because I'm ready for the bloom of the sea
Peace and serenity is all that I need"

Photo by @joanameneses.photos
Model: Lea Siebrecht Lyrics: Cleo Sol

Amadurece e Apodrece

"Eu aprendi
Muita coisa que eu desaprendi
Quando você resolveu me atravessar
E me colher do galho que me deixava
Suspensa no ar
No ar
Toda pureza morreu
Quando foi que você cresceu?
Por um tempo eu te perdi
Ou foi você que se escondeu no ar?"



Photo by @joanameneses.photos
Model: Lea Siebrecht Lyrics: Tuyo

"But if you close your eyes Do you see me? Do you hear me? When you're putting on your headphones Do you feel my hands even when I'm not there 'Cause I can hear you, breathing, loud and clear Even though you're not here Even though you're not near"


Photo by @joanameneses.photos
Model: Lea Siebrecht Lyrics: Korantemaa

Photosynthesis

"There is something about this world that I should know by now
I'm doing something wrong cause this don't feel right
maybe if I cut my hair and sleep a little more
spend less time on my phone and more time alone"



Photo by @joanameneses.photos Model: Lea Siebrecht
Lyrics: Korantemaa

segunda-feira, outubro 22, 2018

Badly involved


Photo by @joanameneses.photos
Model: 
Lea Siebrecht

domingo, outubro 21, 2018

Dreams



"Let’s suppose that you were able, every night, to dream any dream you wanted to dream, and you would, naturally, as you began on this adventure of dreams, you would fulfill all your wishes. You would have every kind of pleasure during your sleep, and after several nights you would say «well, that was pretty great». But now let's have a surprise, let’s have a dream which isn’t under control. Well, something is gonna happen to me that I don’t know what it's gonna be. Then you would get more and more adventurous and you would make further and further out gambles as to what you would dream and, finally, you would dream where you are now.
If you awaken from this illusion and you understand that black implies white, self implies other, life implies death. You can feel yourself, not as a stranger in the world, not as something here on probation, not as something that has arrived here by fluke, but you can begin to feel your own existence as absolutely fundamental. What you are basically, deep, deep down, far, far in, is simply the fabric and structure of existence itself."
― Alan W. Watts.



Photo by @joanameneses.photos Model: Lea Siebrecht

"A história de alguém que não suporta mais a realidade. De alguém cuja consciência e expansão espiritual a deprimiu. Por isso, se isola e se esconde atrás do espelho que reflecte todas as verdades do universo."


Photo by @joanameneses.photos
Model: Gabriela Cunha Viana
Broken inside.

Photo by @joanameneses.photos

I need to go out of this world. May I?




Photos by @joanameneses.photos
Model: 
Lea Siebrecht

quinta-feira, outubro 18, 2018

Sereia louca

Lembrança saudável mas que incomoda.

Self portrait, March 2018

Darkness growing over me silently


"Darkness growing over me silently, it's creeping closer
Depths try to take hold of me violently, they seem to hold her
Snake, I try some wizardry patiently, you seem to bolster
Hate towards my imagery, vacantly, you are the sorceress

Regain all my energy, trying to submit the holder
Momentary blasphemy, lying to your home is colder
Snake, I try some wizardry, runnin' old fools, you seem to bolster
Hate towards my amatory, tell me the truth, you are the sorceress"

self portrait, May 2018

sexta-feira, outubro 12, 2018


Isn't it weird that sometimes we can't control ourselves? It's like we are two people in one body. Who is the other 'person'?

Photo by Joana Meneses, April 2018
Model Barbara Torres

quinta-feira, outubro 11, 2018

Nostalgia

"Um estado de tristeza indefinida, tal como a melancolia."

quarta-feira, outubro 10, 2018

terça-feira, outubro 02, 2018

"I keep your memory
As the best secret"

Self portrait, April 2018

quarta-feira, setembro 26, 2018

Mesmerized


Self portrait, April 2018

terça-feira, setembro 25, 2018


Amor
Amor por vezes é uma palavra de dor
Cheia de muito sabor
Ainda desejo o teu beijo
Em cima do queixo
De frente para a boca
Alias para nos coisa pouca
Sei o que quero
Sinto a tua magia, o teu toque, o teu cheiro
Tudo é tão delicado
Tudo é tão verdadeiro
Fazes-me sentir tão bem
Este é o meu desabafo baby
Por todos os bons momentos
Guarda-o só para ti
Sussurro ao teu ouvido
O quanto eu gosto de ti
São momentos

quarta-feira, setembro 19, 2018

We Ain't Feeling Time


Photography by Joana Meneses Photos

segunda-feira, setembro 17, 2018

I've always had trouble expressing myself in words. It seems easier to do it with my body and face.

Self portrait ♥ September, Italy

Untitled, Self portrait 2016

sábado, setembro 08, 2018


There's times I think about calling you, just so I can hear your voice.

Self portrait, September Italy

quarta-feira, setembro 05, 2018

Portraying myself.
September, Italy

terça-feira, agosto 28, 2018

UNDRESS MY FEARS, LEAVE ME NUDE



Photo by Joana Meneses

"I know you’re weary and I’ve worn you out, but you can rest your mind here and take your trainers off and… I apologize. I should have approached this differently. We said we’d be honest with each other so I guess… You make me feel like the unrequited lover. I don’t wanna follow you around until you find the truth. But I’d rather not kiss every stranger until I find you. Can’t you just appear in my hands and I’ll carry you instead? There’s planets in my palms, if you get bored of my skin, I’m in change with the moon. Habitual rituals. Your smiling and light is my only residual. The first time we met, did you go home and think of me too? Our silence said it’s strange, we know and self consciousness is heavy. I know. People overthink things. Women wreak havoc. Men implode. But don’t trouble yourself with my opinions. Just remember me in the morning and carry me home."

Photo by Joana Meneses

sexta-feira, agosto 24, 2018

More than anything
I want to save you
From myself

quarta-feira, agosto 15, 2018

Se fores, levas-me?

terça-feira, agosto 14, 2018


I remember when your kisses tasted like I could die with a smile.

Self portrait

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